Aug 18 2008
Day Three Nighttime
It has been a long day with all the people in and out. I am tired, but I am so hungry. I bet I will fall asleep again while I am eating. I feel my eyes getting heavier. I just that wish for once I could stay awake while I am eating.
I must have fallen asleep because I had to wake up and scream to get more food. You think my mom and dad would stay by my side so I do not have to cry so much. Besides, then maybe they would be able to smell my diaper. I need a change right away. I hope that my mom will do it and not dad. Ok, I have now woke up that dog. He is whimpering at my side. Get away form me. She is sniffing the air. Maybe he smells my diaper.
Now I am all better. My diaper is changed I got to eat and now I am ready to stay awake a while. I don’t know why mom is so upset that I am staying awake. She keeps telling me what time it is, but I don’t see where that matters to me. I love being held. She is laying down in bed holding me. I think she might be tired or something. She sure does look bad. Her hair is all messed up and I think I see tears in her eyes.
I think I will try to take a little nap before the sun comes up. Maybe when I wake up that dog and cat will be gone and my mom will look beautiful like she did when we came home from the hospital.





this is bizarre.